Cradle to Grave
:: Stable ::

motherfuckers can go from cradle to grave without leaving the block
again the street startles crossing me crossing over
must have GPS’d coordinates for
killing field or rookery
struck as we are on the wrong side at the wrong hour
but people don’t wake up every day thinking of somewhere else
mythic surrogate sickly drop into lake water
where you look like a stump
can’t see the floor roiling leadshot
cotter pins
backhoe rotor
petrified husk towers
earth mover teeth and blade
auger at the depth
mistaken mother of pearl
no that is the imposition of
another’s jarred ancestral complacence
swimming the barbed wire of farm genetics or hustler
what the intellect maw flashed through the still moving pickup
all the while the street still peddling awe
no mistaking bent rims between yards
it’s the ground that grounds
dovecoteholdover
awning shot through
ledges bunched and overborne
widow’s walk seagulled and asea
took time to reconnoiter
swaddling nest anatomy
and account
basketball net
pill bottle cotton
weed eater innards
crapped up dollar bill
trash the street capital
was it peregrine or pigeon
or good vultures in the city of ravens
if sidestepping the raptors
glint of exuberance in the gutter
could have triangulated if not for lack of a single point
splintered grid of phantom town square
some have more compass than others
when all you asked for was
leave me my broken body love
:: Fair ::
Allrighty
Amos
Antelope
Archer
Banner
Blackie
Black Oak
Blackberry
Blueboy
Booger
Butternut
Carboy
CB
Chili
Chula
Cletus
Confucius
Cotton
Cowboy Troy
Cub
Daddy
Dude
Dundee
Dutch
Fatback
Frisoles
Frosty
George Jr.
Hammer
Hanover
Harpo
Headlight
Joey
Juniper
Kirby
Lemmon
Little Buck
Little Mort
Maxwell
Mr. P
Noser
Oldtime
Poncho
Pootie
Pops
Poquito
Preacher
Prince
Punch
Rastus
Rusty
Salt
Samson
Savannah
Shadow
Sheldon
Shindig
Snicker
Soldier
Stormy
Stryder
T-Bone
Toby J
Tricky
Tubs
Tuxedo
Waddles
Yonker
Zeus
this dog on dog aggression will not stand
cute name but sick puppy in the ring or
roll call of tautologies for
runner or wagerer
president or constituent
goat or satyr
in the dog capital
grocery bags to scoop the carcass
someone had slopped with lime
chop shop
swap meet
when all the bait is gone and dogs fall out of favor
bring out your cocks
calves
toros
wild ponies
all the while birds buttoned up in her dress
pair of eggs
couplet
:: Guarded ::
at closing she walked from Mt Vernon to Bolton Hill barefoot
the stripper shoes laced hangdog on her neck
pageant sash welled up in suspended blackout
tranced and pixelated body memory for terrain
the lost whatfor as animals
round the time the brewery rehabbed for job creation
and cigarettes still a happy surprise
forever stamp of addictions
glory of opening a book
gilded relief pressed paper
with porcelain sugar doll
for the stolen chapter of benders
sidewinders jags and katzenjammers
yes your lumps paid out in sugar
doll
question was when the creators of job creation contract creative block
summon the loner tiger kitten
in the outdoor shower
that was a shower in a house
but for the house around it
long folded and dismantled
regenerated into groundswell
compost heap of stray and feral
regrets at the candor of hugging neighbors
lately bereaved and tending
vinyl wreaths and swags kicked up in the squall
and now assimilated into
panorama of a passion story
rehab on the scrim
everybody has an Uncle Bill back there somewhere and
the connection turns out roughly the same
though kind to kids and animals
if a partitioned construction site has no peephole
well there’s the ax and hammer
somebody had to do the job
curiosity retainer
:: Critical ::
zero sum game of the pumproom
sad milling of bad insurance
cattle call
corralling
a boy with unsettling grace
getting to the bottom of snowballs
urge to drink antifreeze
viscous array of days unsorted
sorting out in the mechanical mind of the latchkey
children keepers of someone else’s rules
as they say the child needs a sorting out
or drunk or klepto or the rat on the fringe
of witness protection
take precosity over languor anyday
exchange mean for reckless
what won’t be reckoned is the adjuster’s code
for the cause of the fire when a house
turns incinerator
turns on itself
for the turning of
an occupant scored a new high
played brokenwing in the yard
last seen in fire chief’s helmet and cloak
until prodigal
what comes next of course is the getting back
to normal a son on work-release punches out at Wockenfuss candy factory
calculates to bandsaw his arm or take
a cherry picker fall
so his mother will reclaim him
what’s hard to believe is always overheard
night terror telephone from the halfway house v.
milky foam OD in the driveway
still life with hooker
two different passengers
two different situations
assistance is required
the preacher not
meaning to be preachy said
people who don’t believe in anything don’t have children
:: Serious ::

less bland affect would be ideal
in the cocktail revolution
cart in the telephone bench
leisure quota
get someone somehow on the horn
the piercing wars started and children
devoid of fear of wounding
may have wanted to tuck in with another body
drift through midlife with sex and television
but the parade busts you
you moved to the hamstrung neighborhood to avoid
santa atop a firetruck but
long ago traded off sleep for memory
:: Grave ::

one thing about junkies
they are committed to the most
desperate of situations
what most would find exhausting
ferrying kittens from one end of the house to another
on the conjecture there must be a better place
but the mother totes each one back to wean in soot and scavenging
all the while a good deed blistering in the blindsight
three out of five may live
anything short of lazy
but at some point the junky in you too has to stop moving
bodies at rest as numbers stored in a mobile phone
keep ringing back to the past
this is a call you will want to take
if crackgirl should wander into the yard
during the open air fighting
blind poodle in a brownfield
Lonnie says point her home
wind her up
so says the taxonomist of broken things
wind her up
ride the rail
ring the attendant
raise your hand now or forever
-Heather Fuller, 2008
